its alright if you think that i have no compassion.
i'm used to it.
being labeled as a horrible daughter.
not filial.
just because i didn't visit him.

i get insulted because i didn't make time to visit him.
because you see it only in your point of view.

treat others on how you like to be treated.
i based my life on this moral.
cause it was instilled in me.
if he treated me like a daughter.
if he was ever a father to me.
i'd go through hell to be with him.

you've never been in my shoes.
so dont say that i have no compassion.
if you dont know the real reason.
keep your words to yourself.

because they hurt.


i dont forgive because there is nothing to forgive.
not anymore.
i have to study and work.
to get by.
but you won't understand.
because i lack compassion.

you honestly think that it doesnt hurt me to see him like that?
i dont talk to you.
so you dont know what is going on in my mind.
so dont pretend you do.

so say what you want to say.
i may be cut from your words.
but it will all be over soon.
because his days are numbered.
and i wont have to bear with the discrimination any longer.


i'm not cold,
and i'm not heartless.
i dont want to see him like this.
because it pains me.

becuase hes' still my father.
and because i love him.


you own understand what we went through.
to get to where we are.
12 years ago.
we didn't need him.
12 years later.
we dont need it still.

i help my mother to support the both of us.
and in the end.
i'm getting the blame for not visiting him.
money doesnt come from the sky.
we work hard for what we need to survive.

so dont say anything about me.
especially what you dont know.